I know a lot of ppl don't know me and after this is done you won't be able to say that. I'm a teen girl and that alone should say a lot. I have a pretty hectic life with sports practice starting up in the fall, and my family it's just going to be harder.
You see my family isn't the best but it may not be the worst but...
I'm probably one of the most random ppl you'll ever read about, but it's all good. I have a lot of friends, and still feel alone unless I'm talking to one of my friends who's name will be withheld for his/her protection. I do have a lot of things going on, I travel a lot and if something goes wrong on a trip or during anything, I make myself forget about it.
I was always told that I was beautiful and during my early years I didn't believe it because I was an early bloomer and was ahead of eveyone else. So in like the third grade I was taller than most of the boys and I was developed. But then when I hit middle school, I developed an eating disorder. I would eat and then throw up or not eat for weeks on end sometimes longer. I think I got over it sometime during the summer between middle school and high school.
I got in touch with a guy through a college thing and I was sure I didn't want to go back down that dark road of throwing up and starving myself and being in and out of the hospital. This guy made me see what rotten luck.
Anyway this guy convinced me to be crazy awesome amazing at everything and he really had a impact on my life and I am truely grateful. Without talking to him after leaving my last boyfriend who was a jerk, I would have went down that same road but he convinced me to stay away from guys with that name and any derision of it. I don't mean to freak anyone out but if it weren't for my friends, I probably would be forced into a downward spiral and be put into the hospital being fed through tubes or lying in a heap on the bathroom floor a pile of skin and bones. So I am grateful to ALL my friends not just that one person.
Whoop-de-doo!!! Down with Chocolate UP with MUSIC!!!!
You see my family isn't the best but it may not be the worst but...
I'm probably one of the most random ppl you'll ever read about, but it's all good. I have a lot of friends, and still feel alone unless I'm talking to one of my friends who's name will be withheld for his/her protection. I do have a lot of things going on, I travel a lot and if something goes wrong on a trip or during anything, I make myself forget about it.
I was always told that I was beautiful and during my early years I didn't believe it because I was an early bloomer and was ahead of eveyone else. So in like the third grade I was taller than most of the boys and I was developed. But then when I hit middle school, I developed an eating disorder. I would eat and then throw up or not eat for weeks on end sometimes longer. I think I got over it sometime during the summer between middle school and high school.
I got in touch with a guy through a college thing and I was sure I didn't want to go back down that dark road of throwing up and starving myself and being in and out of the hospital. This guy made me see what rotten luck.
Anyway this guy convinced me to be crazy awesome amazing at everything and he really had a impact on my life and I am truely grateful. Without talking to him after leaving my last boyfriend who was a jerk, I would have went down that same road but he convinced me to stay away from guys with that name and any derision of it. I don't mean to freak anyone out but if it weren't for my friends, I probably would be forced into a downward spiral and be put into the hospital being fed through tubes or lying in a heap on the bathroom floor a pile of skin and bones. So I am grateful to ALL my friends not just that one person.
Whoop-de-doo!!! Down with Chocolate UP with MUSIC!!!!
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