you broke my heart, i'm taking it back from you

Have you ever felt like you've been kicked in the gut? The feeling of helplessness as u gasp for air? That's how I feel right now. You see, it wasn't that I didn't feel it coming, I just didn't want to believe it would happen again. Especially not with the same person. I guess it doesn't really matter anymore. He's going to keep lying to me, breaking my heart, and pretending it never happened... C'est la vie...